and Science - Hearing Voices in Your Head
For the past
twenty-one years I have been aware of a sentient entity which has chosen
to communicate with me. I can trace that awareness to one day in June
1985, at Ravenscourt Park tube station in West London, when I became aware
of a Voice telling me what to do to achieve my aim at that moment in my
That was to get from Ravenscourt Park underground station to the premises of a
computer firm, Applitek, for a meeting to discuss a law and accounting
college computing system. (11.54.33)
I knew it was not a long walk as I had been once before but that time in
the company of someone else. I had forgotten to look at a map
before leaving my office directly opposite the rather mythical symbol for
Justice, set high above the Old Bailey. As ever, I was in a hurry, always
Suddenly this Voice
in my head said to me “I will guide you.” I did not think it a
pointer to my need to call in a psychiatrist or men in white coats, or
prepare for the funny farm. It did not come as a great shock to hear a
voice in my head. In many ways, it seemed a natural progression. For
nine months, I had been investigating Spiritualism and had spent a lot of
time talking with Norman, the medium who had been led to take up model
railways to make that vital link to me in 1984.
But up until then,
I had got messages from the ‘spirit world’ via Norman. On some occasions
they had had an incredible accuracy. But I had had no one else to talk
to. All the people I had trusted had let me down. My wife had started an
affair. My boss and closest friend had just re-organised me out of
Now I surmised that
‘spirit’ as Norman called it, had chosen to speak to me directly. But
soon I was to come to understand more than Norman or any of the other
mediums ever had.
For most of the
next hour, I was taken on a circuitous route, ending at Stamford Brook
tube station. Then the Voice said to me, “Yes, it would have been
easier to consult a map. But there are no maps of the future. Get the
train back and I will take you directly there.” And so it proved.
Within five minutes of arriving for the second time at Ravenscourt Park, I
was at Applitek. It had been my first experience of a 3D parable.
etched sharply in my mind was now something else that the Voice told me, “My
way is not the most direct way, but My way is the best way.”
so, for the past 21 years, it has proved. I came to discover that that
Voice is the Voice of God. There are other voices too, those of
individual spirits. But never do I get the amorphous ‘spirit’ so beloved
of so many mediums. This Voice has chosen to guide me, but at least as
importantly, I have chosen to listen, despite the mockery that comes from
the world around…..There are the 'Rationalists'
...'It is all chance.
There is no God'. Then there are the Born Again Christians
'God is a God of Love.
evil, dabbling with the occult.' And
then there are the New Age psychic fairs………mediums Tarot card readers,
druids, gypsies. It sounds so comfortable, with the tinkly music,
soothing meditations and wafting incense. 'We are all gods and
goddesses…..co-creators of reality'... some reality!!!!!.. a real
the Applitek meeting, the Voice again came into my head. “Do not go back on the train.
Get the first bus that comes.” I had no idea where it was going, but
the Source knew precisely. ( I had an
London Transport Travelcard so fortunately I did not have to give the
bus driver my destination, which was a blessing as only the Voice knew
where that was. As I edit this I am reminded of the title of
my train book
Predestination - abc or A-Z
7:49pm 13th October 2012 very much A Day of Knowing) I just had to trust. I came to understand
much that afternoon.
night, back at her stately home in Kent, I tried to talk to my sister
about my experiences, to little avail. It was to be the start of my long
exercise in futility, trying to convince anybody of the reality of
communication from a source beyond this world, almost certainly God, of
the reality of the survival of death, of the purpose of meaningful
coincidence. In 21 years, I have convinced one person, the one I married,
But then, I was
meant to meet her. It was destiny. She was part of the Puzzle. She
had been led to understand a little of what I said before we met. Her
business, Nile Egyptian Papyrus, was the link which brought us together,
through an advertisement in Prediction magazine. And ’Prediction’
is what a lot of my work has been in the ensuing twenty years.
I do not claim to
predict through my own efforts, only through my understanding of the Codes
that are given to me. Sometimes I kick myself for not having spent more
time. The signs were so clear about the destruction of the space
I should have predicted it exactly. But I didn’t…..
Likewise, Mary, an
erstwhile friend of Jenny’s, on the day of the Conclave in 2005, brought
us a newspaper from her then recent English trip. The clue was there as
to the result of the election of the Pope. I failed to see it until too
But I am aware
daily of the existence of the Voice, the reality of the existence of God.
For a long time I studied Spiritualism, more extensively from the autumn
of 1985. That was because Spiritualism was in part how my psychical
research career had begun, how I was told of the infidelity of my then
wife, Margaret, whom I had met in Oxford in June 1966. But although there
is a certain amount of truth to be found in Spiritualism, there is as much
dogma as with any Christian priest.
As well as the
Voice, I became aware, in time, of other voices, from beyond, spirits of
the dead. They did not come at my behest or at my bidding, but according
to my need, or theirs, or that of Another. And the authenticity of
this communication came in the meaningful coincidences in our world of
space and time.
But the most
coherent and comprehensive examples of communication from the spirits of
the dead came not through my mind, but through Jenny’s. Perhaps it was in
part due to the nature of her experience in her life, her personality, her
nature, but the most powerful and recurrent examples have come through
Jenny. Mary Magdalen and Ankhsoun-pa-Aten spoke in 1986, the Duke of
Windsor in 1989 and Princess Diana over all the years since her death.
But on some occasions with both Diana and the Duke of Windsor, their
spirits have linked into my mind too.
In some way or
another, these spirits link to, or are sent by the Voice, God for want of
a better word. Their messages are internally consistent, one with
another, and are verified by the totally independent cross-connections of
meaningful coincidences in our world of space and time.
That is what marks
our experiences as completely different from those of the multitudinous
imposters of the internet and the bookstores, like the fake ‘Diana’
entities, the fake ‘Jesus’ on askjesus.com, the false entities of the New
Age, Ptaah and the multitude of ‘Ascended Masters’. My Voice is very
different from the misleading entity in Neale Donald Walsch’s
Conversations with God, whatever that entity really is. Doubtless he
hears something. It is just not God. These entities are all part of the
massive deception which characterises these End Times.
There is a Web of
webs which is ever cross-connecting and cross-authenticating our
research. It is the hologram of truth…..always cross-linking through
space and time to another dimension beyond. Richard Dawkins is an
excellent example of this technique in action. He does his best to
ridicule religion and religious belief. But our coincidence Codes
repeatedly weave around him, to prove that he is wrong to deny the
existence of God based on the certain corruption of religion and the
incredulity, verging on stupidity of so many believers. He
appears to imagine that the evil which man does, proves that there is no
God. But the evil that man does merely goes to show how man has turned
his back on God and why there is now no hope for man. Dawkins puts his
faith in evolution. Man has evolved to the point where he is now at the
brink of destruction, both at his own hand and at the Hand of the God he
denies. My ‘Dawkins experiences’ began in early November 2006. I had
just given a copy of the first draft of an 80-page edition of Fragments
to John Ashworth on 4th November.
Then on 8th November, I was reminded of
Dawkins and his God delusion, when I found a copy of
magazine, the Science vs God edition.